Sometimes I wish I was a guy – at least they can understand their emotions (or so they say). I am so down today and I have no reason to be. I had the best weekend ever and I feel I am in a good place and then out of nowhere last night I am crying. All I know is that I miss Cayleb but I am seeing him tomorrow so why am I still so upset? Throughout the day I have had to fight back tears more than once and I’m not really in the mood to talk to anyone.
I know how frustrating this must be for those closest to me. I have said I am sorry and I wish I could explain it better but I can’t. I am hoping it is a bit of pms and that it will pass and by tomorrow I will be my normal self.
I’m not sure if I should go shop after work, or to the gym, or go get something yummy to eat and go home and get under a blanket and sleep it off.
Emotions – Bleh!